Time's gone by.

It's been well over a year since I've done anything on here. Quite frankly I miss it. The fact that it gives me a place to show who I am to anyone or just so i can look back basically. As of today I will be starting anew.

Samantha

Macrh 22nd 2009

So today started out slow then we went to Cameron's soccer game, they won 18-2. Well Cory's sister and her two kids came and i took him on his leash and we ran around the fields. After the game we all played soccer on the field. The kids were so cute. My mom kicked me in the shin so freaking hard.

Then we went to Barona with my family and my Uncle Pepe, Aunt Julie, Uncle Mario, Aunt Diane, Tracy, Victoria, Billy and Alysia(?). It was fun. The food SUCKED. Eh whatever though.

March 21st 2009

i didn't do much, but read my new William Butler Yeats poem book. i also finished Hamlet(poor Ophelia...). I went online and tried looking for a prom dress again also found a great website for poems. This is my favorite Robert Frost poem.

Wind and Window Flower by Robert Frost

LOVERS, forget your love,
And list to the love of these,
She a window flower,
And he a winter breeze.

When the frosty window veil
Was melted down at noon,
And the cagèd yellow bird
Hung over her in tune,

He marked her through the pane,
He could not help but mark,
And only passed her by,
To come again at dark.

He was a winter wind,
Concerned with ice and snow,
Dead weeds and unmated birds,
And little of love could know.

But he sighed upon the sill,
He gave the sash a shake,
As witness all within
Who lay that night awake.

Perchance he half prevailed
To win her for the flight
From the firelit looking-glass
And warm stove-window light.

But the flower leaned aside
And thought of naught to say,
And morning found the breeze
A hundred miles away.

March 20th 2009

We played cards in 1st period. Obviously we had to use ASL. I suck at poker BIG time.

I got the stupidest note in my locker. i know who it is and its stupid that they did it. They really must think im an idiot. God, i sometimes wonder that i was seriously born in the wrong time period. i love all old things fashioned and the etiquette and decorum. None of this damn whoring around and guys being rude to everybody. Oh and the music and art. I'm in heaven when listening to Mozart and Debussy or even Jazz from the likes of Ella Fitzgerald and Marion Harris, when i'm looking at paintings from Monet, Da Vinci, Frank Weston Benson, John Henry Twachtman or when im reading books and poems from Robert Frost, William Shakespeare, F. Scott Fitzgerald. That note just kind of set me off with this. I'm not mad, i just hate how society is nowadays. If you've ever read Farenheit 451, thats the way society is going. A bunch of brain dead idiots in love with T.V.


Tonight we went to Shelby's for an impromptu birthday sleep over. it was boring, not going to lie. We didn't do anything really. Went to gravity hills which is a load phooey.

March 19th 2009

Didn't go to school woke up with sinus headache. I woke up at 2.19 and then i had to go into town and put up a couple signs for mom, because of that stupid All Events Expo. I got an amazing hot chocolate from Packard's! I made dinner when we got home and i looked for some cool dresses and did some homework. Eventful, but not in my normal category.

march 20th 2009

So i almost forgot it was St. patricks day. I went to E 20/20 today and me and ashley were messing with bricker(i just puked thinking about him mwhaha) and cassie. Then we walked to ashleys and talked about our senior prank(s).

March 16th 2009

i don't remember this day at all.

March 15th 2009

I cleaned my room. Pretty much moved my bed and picked up all the trash. Then i jumped around my room dancing. Good day.

march 14th 2009

NADA

March, 13th 2009

School. chelsea came over and made cupcakes i just didn't want to move all day.

march, 12th 2009

nothing at all

March, 11th 2009

Nothing really except i kept trying to take pictures of Chelsea and Krystal. Didn't work for chels, bt with "Krys" i got a geat one!!

March, 10th 2009

SCHOOL and nothing else

March, 9th 2009

Well i got to drive to school today. It was fun i even made it to school on time. ish. Didn't do much else.

March 8th. 2009

We were going to go to the swap meet, but we were all tired and nikki got home early/late. So we decided to make breakfast.I messed up and made the eggs first., eh. Alexis came over and just took over. Chelsea was making the pancakes, but alexis made her wait. Jerk face.

Then we were going to go swimming at Chrissy's again, but i was talking to Grandma Carol about when they all come out in June. It was worth it because we went to San Vicente and it was much better. Jacuzzi and warm pool. That wins.

Then since i was home alone i cleaned the house and i put my dresser together. Then i made cookies. With one batch of cookies i made a whole big tupperware of the greatest cookies ever.

March 7th 2009

Well i was going to the mall with nikki so i invited chelsea and john. We were going prom dress shopping, but nikki wanted to go shopping so we were bored in charlotte russe and messing with the hats. Then we went and got food at in-n-out. it was johns second time being there. What a loser.

When we got to the house we broke out Monopoly i gave up at the end. Chrissy joined us. We then wanted to go swimming and play Life. We told my mom we were going to San Vicente. When we got there i took my shoes and glasses off and just ran and jumped in. It was so cold when you jumped in, but as soon as I got out I was surprisingly warm. John was a weeny and didn't jump in. Then we went home and my mom didn't notice i was wet. We played life and i DOMINATED. We then watched a movie, but we all passed out except chelsea. I didn't want to get up so she got to sleep in my bed, shes the first one out of my new group to do that.

[pictures coming]

March, 6th 2009

i did nothing, but go to school. LAME

March,5th 2009

The National Marine Band or something like that came to the school today. It was like a mandatory assembly which was lame because it was in the stadium and it was hot. I wasn't going to use my binder like the first assembly of the school year because i melted it. The band wasn't that bad, but the silent drill team was pure TORTURE. except that they did some ok tricks. I went down to the field to talk a.k.a scam on some hotties. They were kind of rude and thought the questions i was asking were ridiculous. idiots.

March,4th. 2009

in first i got bored so i made a mustache(!) and i wore it all first pretty much. Then during third me and chelsea played mini uno. I was winning.

March, 3rd. 2009

Not really sure except that i pretty much stalked this kid for Shelby.

Mar. 2nd, '09

So today at school was lame, but Chelsea and Sarai came over after school so they could play on my keyboard. Before though we had to go to CVS and the high school. At CVS chelsea nd i tried on these cool glasses. i obviously look LAME in them, but eh. When we got to my house they went to TOWN with it. It was fun we all tried to learn songs. I'm learning "Clair De Lune" from Debussy, my favorite Impressionist musician. Chelsea was learning "Minuet" from Bach, one of my favorite Baroque musicians. I forgot what Sarai was learning. Chelsea wanted to lay outside and we did it was fun then we tried messing with Chrissy, but it failed. Saw one of their foster kids dad and he was deliciouso. Sorry, but he was.

[picture coming]

Feb.28th

Well bowling was fun. I sucked big time. Our thing was freaking out on us so we had to move lanes and while we moved some people stole our bowling balls and complained because we went over grabbed the wrong one and took it back. Stupid people. Then the new people next to us smelt like weed REAL bad. Afterwards we went to Denny's and we saw some Jesus people and heard this girl be rude. Dustin freaked because this one guy was for prop 8. it was funny. obviously we had to sit by them and one girl kept staring at us. We all then started talking crap about them pretty much. It was interesting. Dustin was going crazy about it though.

look how weird i look when i bowl. ugh.

then i went to the movies with my mom and cameron and we picked John up to go. We saw Coraline. It wasn't in 3-d though[lame] but i still love that movie. Some guy was sleeping in the back though. It was really funny.

March 1st.

Well today was spent catching up with my blog and doing homework. im way behind in history. lames.

Feb. 27th

Well i didn't o to first because i was going to be late and thats not good. We watched a movie in 2nd and in APES we had a test. AGAIN. I brought my laptop to 5th for notes because i am that awesome. Then we made spur of the moment plans to go bowling and Dustin was going! aww and Cassie and Chelsea. Sarai was going with someone else but they bailed so we squeezed her in with us. John, Chrissy and DJ were meeting us down there with some friends of theirs and tiff was meeting us there. Biggest group we've gone with yet.

Feb 26th

I went back to the dentist this morning and got my other filling. way easier that time than before. I got home ate something and just chilled for a bit. Then i had my dad pull my softball stuff down because chrissy was borrowing some stuff. I got bored so i started hitting the balls. Then me and nikki started playing catch. It was nice to play with my family and everyone get a long. Nikki was saying the whole time how it would be funny if i hit one of the dogs and she hit a ball and it bounced and hit Woody! Jerk. Oh and i called At&t and complained about the internet and we finally got it back! i am a genius!

[pictures coming]

Feb. 25th

Well today started off ok. 1st was long and boring. Then at break even was wearing the disney 3-d glasses. Everybody planned it without telling me. I guess chelsea was going to give me her pair, but someone said that i have my own. yeah because im just going to randomly bring them! Then at lunch it was worse because they made a big deal over me not having them so i hung out with Anissa and Alyssa. I forgave Chelsea and Cassie though.

Feb. 24th

I went to the dentist today. I was freaking out on the way there. Well it was actually pretty good. My mouth is actually in pretty good shape. Only 2 cavities[their from a while ago. just haven't gotten them take care of...] and i wanted to get them done right away, but i went back and got one done.

i also got new glasses. thank god...

[picture coming]

Feb. 22nd

I was supposed to go to Universal Studios again, but i didn't. i went to see a movie with John, Cassie and Ashley. We went to Escondido to go see it with Rick. Well we got way lost and he lives out in the boonies. John ended up leaving us at his house. Well we went and saw COraline in 3-d. Great movie, but rick left after we bouught the tickets and came back high. what a lame face. he thought we didn't know. idiot. It was funny i made him go buy a popcorn then he hoarded it.

[picture coming]

Feb. 16th

No school again. i just watched some old movies on TCM. I watched Funny Face which is a great movie. Did a very very little bit of homework

Feb. 21st

Today was Cassie's birthday party and it was fun. We did an impromptu photo shoot. Then we went into town to go rent a movie. We got "Mirrors". It was a good movie, but way confusing.

[pictures coming]

Feb 20th

yet again nothing out of the norm.

Feb 19th

school and homework. nothing else.

Feb 19th

school and homework. nothing else.

Feb 23rd

Nothing just school. Then i came home and played my piano for a bit.

[picture coming]

Feb. 15th

Well bowling was a blast. We took the neighbors van and it was funny. I ended up 2nd to last in the first game, but got 142 the second game!! It was fun just goofing around with them all. I was plannong on working on my room, but my mom woke me up and we went to Universal Studios. Oh i haven't been in forever and i love that place. It was so much fun. Everyone was kind of in beotch mood though. We went on the Studio Tour and they showed us this courtyard that is in every horror movie that they have ever filmed. Whoa. The Simpsons ride was totally unexpected. i had fun though. We went into the House of Horrors and i honestly hate when people pop out at me. Well thats what that was. i hurt alexis' back too...

[picture coming]

Feb. 14th: Official Holiday to Make Single People Feel Horrible.

Well i obviously don't have a boyfriend. So i invited EVERYBODY from the group to come over and make dinner. Well the only people that came were Chelsea and Sarai. We made a really great dinner and a cake. We talked about everything that was going on and what happened with everybody. My neighbors came up and we talked. Then we planned to go bowling and i was excited to go. Sarai couldn't go though...

Feb. 13th

Bad luck? pfft puhlease. Today was great. I didn't go to first and second. When i went and signed in i found out i was one of the students of the month! and i got a 10 out of 10 on my FRQ!! Then after e 20/20 cassie came over and we watched my best friends wedding. Then i got to go see Friday the 13th movie! It was a great day! except the downer was we lost the internet today....

Feb. 18th

Well today we had a fire alarm during 1st and it lasted into 30 minutes of 3rd. Which was way weird until we found out there was a real fire in the PAW. I was ok though because i hung out wih Chelsea, Krystal and Mike. We made fun of the nerds playing football.

Feb.17th

i did absolutley nothing today except school and homework.

Feb.17th

i did absolutley nothing today except school and homework.

Feb. 12th

Well today we went to the ellen show. It was ok.. It was kind of boring, but eh whatever. I had a blast dancing around. Afterwards i changed in the parking lot where everyody parked. We went to dinner at Buca Di Beppo and oh my word it was amazing. Reasonably priced and amazing. That water is like my favorite in the whole world. ah.

Feb.11th

went back to school. my test was lame. I went to the mall with nikki afterwards[she bribed me with money] and i saw the cutest dress. god, i wish i had money to spend.

[picture coming]

Feb. 10th

Well my neck was still killing me so i went to the masssuse[?]. It was amazing. Later that night i was IMing Chelsea and she reminded me of the APES packet which i hadn't even started and was due tomorrow. So i had to rush and do that. agh.

Feb. 9th

well no school today. i woke up and hurt my neck. I was stretching and i just pulled something and it hurt so bad. I couldn't do anything all day i could barely lay down.

Feb. 8th

Well i promised alexis i would help her with her photo project so i went with her to the park and took some pictures. It was fun. Then my mom, nikki and me went down the hill. We were going to go see "He's just not that nto you". Before the movie we went to the Container Store and i realized that if i had a credit care i would buy the most useless stuff. And then we went to ikea and i honestly need to redo my room. I saw so much cute stuff there. Well the movie was pretty good too. Scarlett Johanssens character was a slut! haha.

[picture coming]

Feb. 7th

i didn't do anything today. just laid around and read a book online.

Feb. 6th

It was animal print day and i totally blanked on it. Oh well. It was pretty uneventful day but at lunch we listened to music and had an awesome dance party. Some girls kept walking by and iving us glares. oh how i loathe the freshman this year. idiots.

Feb. 5th

Well today was twin day and i was suppossed to do it with Cassie, but i wasn't feeling well. So i didn't go to school.

Feb. 4th

Another late day for the CAHSEE. i was supposed to go to breakfast with everybody, but they changed the plans without telling me and if i met them there then it would be too late. That seems to happen often. Well it was also decades day today and i planned on doing changes ,but i didn't want to lug stuff around so i did 70's. i couldn't find my shorts i made so i just had to wear a pair of really old pants. it was good. I made fun of the slutty freshman who did crap 80's outfits. ah if they only knew what they wore was not even close.

[picture coming]

Feb. 3rd.

Today was a late day because of the CAHSEE. i was going to make breakfast but i slept in. Whilst everyone wore flannel and looked like butch dykes(hahaha) i wore my new skirt. Ah it was glorious, but it was a bit breezy.

Feb. 2nd

Hmm today was the beginning of spirit week for winter formal.[lame] I forgot it was cowboys and indian day so i was upset about that. I went to the store to go and get a flannel for tomorrow. I really didn't want to and was hoping to get something else and i did. I love the GO international stuff and i got a skirt from Thankoon and i love it. Its very bright and awesome. It's a flounce skirt which makes it better. I found that they have the sme print in shorts and a shirt. yup i would buy the shorts.

Feb. 1st

Super Bowl was today. i didn't go to the smiths so i just watched it at home. Well i flipped back and forth. I didn't want to watch it because i hate the steelers. with a passion. rothsenberg can go jump off a bridge.[not really but eh]

Jan. 31st

Well today was awesome. I went to Chelsea's sisters birthday party at an ice skating rink. this was the first time i've ever been and i was terrified. Krystal and Cassie went, but still. It took me the longest to get used to it. I was only good if i didn't have to swerve around people. or there was a lot of people around me. i only fell three times. the first time because i stumbled. the 2nd and third time happened on my last time around the rink. the first time happened because i thought this guy was going to hit me so i tried swerving. Well the last time was the best. I was going pretty good and me chelsea and krystal were holding hands whilst skating. well i fumbled and took both of them down. it was great. well i love ice skating now.

[picture coming]

Jan. 30th

Its been so long since i've done this i don't really rmemeber this day. i most likely didn't do anything at all today. Just lame school.

Whoa,

oh god im way behind on this. mnI was going to update it last week, BUT we lost our internet. We were supposed to get it back on thursday the 19th, but we didn't. At&t is stupid and messed up so we won't have it until Tuesday.

Lameness.

Jan.29th

im caught up!!!

well today was good. i decided to talk to tess and ashley today. just pretended like things were normal(i hope they are). Ugh and in 6th since im technically hospitality when this other girl isnt there(which is all the time now) i had to get all the aides and me to do these envelope stuff. We had to stuff and seal. It was easy then too many aides came in and the papers were taking forever to print. I was SSOO good at sealing. This guy came in and helped and he wasn't too shabby looking(haha). Then I went to krystals after school with chelsea. it was so much fun. Tried some weird foods and i told her she better make me something insanely awesome for my birthday. oh and one day to bring me some cute apple cinnamon muffins. Shes also going to make us some onigiri(?) and some weird, but delicious looking stuff that we thing is tofu and eggs(YUM). Well we finally went and worked on our project. we fought so much. then we went and messed around online for a bit. watched some weird anime show. and some sxe hil(love him!). She let me borrow her memoirs of a geisha book. i've been wanting to read that forever. Oh she also had some cool snacks in her room. she had these cheeto like puff shape stuff that tasted like pancakes!! i was in heaven. Then she freaked about something and went to find her brother and something in his room. Chelsea and i wanted to hide, but she took forever so we went to see what she was doing. She was looking for something in her brother's room(it smelt like onions blegh) Then she had these weird things and it was laser tag!!! i've never played laser tag so i was freaking out by then. Then she said that she was missing a gun and the batteries were dead. i told her she better get that situated because im coming over one weekend and she better have it ready next time. She also had this hat im going to steal from her. Its those cool russian like hats and it had the ear flaps and fur and all. OH MY GOD i want one so bad. i like bamtastic in it. no lie. it was a good day today.

jan.28th

still more drama. god.

i hung out with Stacia today!! God how i miss her. we went to the park like we normally do and just talked about everything. It was nice. Then cameron saw me and started crying so i had to check him out and he just hung around with us. We went to the rock climbing area and on our way back this lady that works at the boys and girls club asked if we were under 18. We say yeah and then she asks if we want snacks!! i was freaking out. thats way beyond cool. We got little milk cartons and cinnamon graham crackers(yum). We had a blast. I even talked to Ariel Rendt whom i haven'tt alked to since middle school(?!) It was a good day, can't wait to hang out with her again.

Jan. 27th

Still more lame drama. Supposedly a fight's brewing( hahahaha). Well chelsea, cassie and me hung out for a little bit after school and we went to the Water Polo game. it was a little bit too cold for me. So chelsea and me left and walked to my mom's new store building place(1520 Main Street!) We pooled our money together and bought a pizza and breadsticks from Domino's. I didn't eat lunch and i got hungry. So we went to the glasses place and ordered my new glasses(!). Then we went to Domino's picked up our food and went back to the store. We pulled a table and chairs out and ate while watching people drive by. i know we're that cool. God that pizza was so good. then we had to help and paint and it was fun. I'm in love with classical music and i found a techno version of Mozart's "O Fortuna" from Carmina and it was amazing. Painting and dancing, good combo. We had to clean the brushes when we were getting ready to go home and i got bored and got paint all over my hands so i was like eh whatever and wrote my name in paint. On the ground. in our parking lot. i know Risk-ay. Well then we had to take Chelsea home. When we got home i was cold so i curled up in bed with a book and went to bed at 2 i think.

Jan.26th

Todays my moms birthday!!!! She's thrirty years older than me. Cool i know. well i guess theres been some drama, but i don't really want to start stuff even more(even though i did nothing in the first place). All i did today was read "Confession's of a Shopaholic" again. I can't wait to see the movie event though their making her a New Yorker and not british. LAME.

Jan. 25th

well i did absolutley nothing today. not even take a picture because it was that lame. oh wait i read Hamlet. Which i love. Mainly Ophelia, shes so tragic and i believe that maybe hamlet did have the Oedipus Complex. it makes a little sense.

Jan. 24th.

god i haven't done this in a while so im backed up and doing like 5 days in one so bear with me.

So today was shannon and amanda's birthday party. it was so much fun. i talked to john for a little, then i started talking to everybody else. then when some people left we started goofing around with them. ah man it was so much fun. this girl mikayla is insane. she has a bladder problem, but she loves to laugh. A LOT. she had an accident at the party. great times. we just sat around and had a good time with them. john gave me a ride home, yeah i know junior giving a senior a ride classic, we got home like at 12. Overall it was a good fun time. i love those two. Shannon's been one of my best friends since i was 4 (crazy i know we are that awesome). i love looking at old pictures of us from like 4th grade. ugh we always did some crazy stuff.

Jan. 23rd - Remembrance

-Soo today started out ok. i read "Confessions of a Shopaholic"(totally going to be me after i move to London after college haha) Then i had to go to Rubio's for dinner to raise money for Grad Nite. Chelsea was on her way home so i made her meet up with me(aw).
-Then we went to this fundraiser concert thing that i was supposed to help with, but i wasn't told about anything(surprise, surprise). It was weird going there. They played like hard core music which sounds like total shit to me honestly(my opinon you can listen to what you want, i won't complain, yet you complain about me liking dancey music...kah). Its all screaming and crap music playing. Well it was awkward because out of all our friends there only sarai and krystal said hi(?).
-So we booked it and started walking to the high school. We talked while walking and my sister wouldn't come get me so i went to chelsea's house to wait for someone to get me. While we were there we just talked about everything. Mainly all our problems in life. It's nice to actually have someone close to talk to about these things and totally be understanding without being a jerk about everything i tell them.
-Then when i got home i finished my book and started reading "Mansfield Park" again. Then i jumped onto my computer and started looking at old pictures. Its great being able to look back at all the friends i had and lost.
-All those great times, i wouldn't trade them for the world. I love all my old friends and new ones, but things always seem to happen. Its like i was meant to not have sincere friends or something. Its total crap, like im supposed to be alone and i know that i can't. I can't deal with loneliness honestly, i freak out. I need people around me, not because i have an ego, i just don't want to be alone in life. With nobody to talk to or anything. Heart wrenching. Im an old fashioned romantic which makes my love life horrible. i don't like what couples are up to these days, but i do want someone to love the rest of eternity. ugh i went from friends to love. which are both horrible subjects for me. oh well that was my day. a horrible yet delightful day.

p.s. im not doing a new picture because this day has to do with more than i can do in one day. (sorry about the blues, but im in that bluey mood and i wanted to end with dark blue because i love that color. this one doesn't count.)

(order is: First two are freshman year:Lauren, Rain, Stacia, and Brandy, Third is Sophmore year(while i was friends with people my grade this is who i mainly hung out with because we went to concerts all the time): Shannon, Amanda and Lauren; Fourth one is Junior Year: Mackenzie, Chelsea S., Alexa and Symone and last one is this year Senior Year: Chelsea, Sarai, Ashley and Tess. These girls are who made me who i am. If it wasn't for them i literally wouldn't be here today. They keep me alive and happy.

Jan.22nd

Today was a good day. Last of my finals. i had english which was way too easy and then i had aideing even though we didn't do anything. Well we all decided that we should go out to dinner ad celebrate. Only place to really go is Denny's(blegh). Well it was fun. We talked about how we can't wait to have kids( ah to have my little Ophelia Jeanette is something i can't wait for) and then we went outside and sat in the back of tess' truck. Then brian tried to teach us some hardcore dance. It didn't go so well.. Then we went to Albertson's to originally mess with John Huss. We messed around in the Valentine's aisle and then i left. I came home and felt like going outside. i didn't want to go all the way out to my rock so i set up an old lamp, a blanket and candles underr my tree behind my room. It was a fabulous thing. Lying under the beautiful stormy sky with my favorite relaxation music, Claude Debussy(awesome bossome haha), and i took some amazing pictures. I loved this night. I walked around a lttle bit too. Then i came back into my room and freaked because a little frog was on my screen door so i had to search my room to make sure another one didn't get in. One didn't god i hate frogs so much. Disgusting little things. Well that was my day. Overall a magical day.

Jan. 21st

Ugh today was horrible. i was completley exhausted so i slept until 6. Then my mom had to get stuff for my portfolio for english. Typical mom she didnt come home until 9.30 and then she had to go to wal-mart and she finally got my stuff around 10.45. ugh i finished, but i was not tired after sleeping all day. i went to bed at 2.30 and i woke up at 6.45. i've been late all week for finals. ugh.

Jan. 20th

Well for my Ap environmental class we got extra credit to go down to Seaport Village and take a picture with our favorite globe from this exhibit called Cool Globes. It was pretty awesome. Another plus is that i love the water at winter time. It was wonderful. We walked around a lot and just goofed about things. It was a great time. Chelsea and Ashley went since we all have that class. Im glad we went together. We were going home and we got in-n-out and jambe juice. I got this drink called fruity pebbles. it sounded good and tasted good, but it was a little too sweet for me. It was way too much orange for me.

Jan.19th

Well i have my first final tomorrow. my sign language one and my history. ugh im not ready for my ASL one. I have to make a story and sign my partners story. Which i don't know. Mine looks cute all my pictures are amazing, seriously. Well thats all...

Jan.18th

ugh things have been so busy for me. I've had finals all week so im doing all my past days now.

So sunday was boring. Chelsea finally left this morning(haha). i didn't do much just google a bunch of random things(appropriate thank you very much) and just read. I bought William Butler Yeats faeiry tales and i love them. He's one of my favortie authors/poets. Well that was pretty much it.

Jan. 17th

Well i didn't do much today. Chelsea ended up just staying the whole day and spending the night again. We watched movies all day then walked around my yard. Then chrissy my neighbor stalked us and hung out with us on some rocks. Cameron and me fought when we were there. Then when we came back we just watched some more movies. Around like 9.30 we decided to have dinner so we went to Albertson's and bought stuff for hamburgers. an hour later they were done and were like hockey pucks. Disgusting. I cut the bottom off mine and still didn't work. The fries were good. I made those. Then we watched Tropic Thunder. Horrible movie. Today was a slow day.

Jan.16th

Well today was fun. Ashley, Chelsea and Sarai came over and we had a stickam night. It was pretty funny. The people on their amuse me. A LOT. We carried our living room coffee table into my room. It was way too big for my room, but it worked out actually. They spent the night and we woke up to Cameron and my dog woody attacking ashley and chelsea in the morning. Then i made some pretty darn good pancakes. It was a great time.

Jan. 15th

Well according to the school i was at home sick with the stomach flu. Pfft i was at Disneyland. It was fantastic like always. We made our mom get us season passes and im trying to go again next friday after finals. That would be awesome (obviously krystal and cassie would go. Duh!) Well it was interesting because my favorite place is gone. Triton's fountain was replaced by the oh so ever craptastic Pixie Hollow. I hate tinkerbell now(or tinker bitch as cory calls her) Well we had a blast. We went on all the rides except the Matterhorn. Most of the rides had a ten minute wait or barely that. They have fantasmic back so no more parade's which i love. They also still haven't opened up it's a small world. The Haunted Mansion was closed too(like always..)

Well i still have homework to do and im exhausted. Till tomorrow.

Jan. 14th

ugh today was a rough day. 1st period was long and boring. i tried this really weird energy drink. I haven't had an energy drink in a long time. like a year or more. i really hate them, but this one tasted weird. It was good and then gross. Then lunch happened. Things have been rough with my friends lately and i guess people are talking shit and they believed it all at first(i hope not anymore) and we just talked things out. People out of our group got involved and made it worse. Except that little red head Eric. What a good kid. Things are good now i guess. Im excited about Disneyland tomorrow. Cassie was supposed to, but then nikki was going so i owe cassie. When i go next month krystal and cassie will go then. Might make it into an us trip only then...huh that could work. still can't believe krystal hasn't been since 7th grade. blasphemous. well then im going to plan that because since my family invested in disney and bought season passes we're going to go at least once a month. plenty of times to take all my friends. and in april it'll be easier to take more people.

wow. Jan13th.

so i went to my friends Cassie's water polo game today. First one i went to. Chelsea came too and it was amazing. Seriously. There was this and gorgeous guy. Way too delicious and gorgeous for ramona people. Stupid orange glen.... i also tried a swim cap on for the first time...it was weird. and painful to take off.

Jan. 12th

i didn't do anything monumental today, just did homework so i don't fail classes my senior year.

Jan. 11th

3 months till my 18th birthday on the dot, i took this because well i wish i could never sleep so i could take in the beauty of the night, while live normally during the day.

I also did the other one because i just got my hair cut and my bangs are on the other side and i've had them the other way since 8th grade year. Wow.

Start of my 365 Project- Saturday Jan. 10th

well to start this off with a bang i went midnight bowling with my friends and my sister. It was amazing i was Ball buster because of how i bowl. Shelby was ball licker because well she licked a bowl,almost. Nikki was short shit. Chelsea was at first level 10 wizard then became vag face. It was a great night.